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Do you even realize how much it bothers me that you don’t want to talk to me anymore? I’m sorry I bothered you. I just want to talk to you and make sure you’re okay and be there for you. I guess I became annoying, just like to everyone else. 

It absolutely angers me when:

People talk bad about or look down on people that have a lot of body modifications. It doesn’t make them any less of a person. And a lot of people I’ve talked to with a ton of them and they have been some of the nicest people I’ve ever met.

Educate yourself, fuck heads.

I absolutely despise when people avoid talking to me.

Especially when you were just talking to me a day ago and you know right now I need cheering up. Thanks. A whole lot.  

The fact that my own father doesn’t want to be at my graduation really hurts me.

For so many years, we have had some of the biggest issues in getting along. You would treat me like I was less of a person just cause I was a girl and you would spend all of your time with Justin, whom isn’t even your actual child. You would go golfing with him, fishing, play basketball, play video games. You wouldn’t even give me a chance. I feel because of that lack of attention, that’s why I always acted like a guy. That’s why I become a “tomboy.” I would never want to brush my hair or shower, I would never dress like a girl. Hell, I am still like that now sometimes just cause it became so easy for me to act like a guy. 

“Would you be mad if I didn’t come Saturday?”

No, of course I won’t be mad. I would be disappointed, though. Of all things, you don’t even want to see me graduate after all the shit I went through in high school? This is showing everyone I made it through. I stuck out all the hard shit, despite how it made me feel. The fact that you don’t want to be there and watch that, it really fucking hurts.



But whatever, I guess I can’t make you do anything. 

Can I ever just find a guy or girl that;

Will just talk to me and flirt with me? Not be all sexual and whatnot. That shit gets so annoying and old. 

I’m sick of being the nice girl.

I need to learn to say no.

Crying round 2. :\